Heartache Debug

by t+pazolite feat. Akagawa Nene

I was dreaming for so long that

I thought I still hadn’t woken up
I rushed out of bed and immediately tripped over myself
知らないうちに傷つけていたの?
how did I get hurt without even knowing how?
そうかも知れない けれど I think I might know, but I can’t say for sure それで止まる、なんてちょっとちがわない? so I stopped in my tracks, but doesn’t something feel a little off? 迷うことも沈むことも これからも起こるでしょ? 逃げ出してしまいたくなっても 少しずつ向き合うよ I’ll take small steps towards dealing with it すごい長い夢を見て自分勝手に落ち込んでて なにもかも見えずにいたの it felt like nothing will ever get any better 「あたしはもうダメなんだ。いつかみんな離れて 粉々に砕けていくものだ」、と thoughts like “I’m already worthless. one day everybody will drift away from me and I’ll be left in the dust, my heart will be torn to pieces”, I know it might not what it seems, but what if it does come true?… そうかも知れない、けれど本当にそうなの? …. ......それはなにも信じてないじゃない … and that’s why I won’t believe in anything 暴走するのも逃げ出すのも 多分すぐには治んない coping through things like going on a rampage or drowning myself in escapism won’t instantly speed up the healing process でもそこで止まっちゃうんじゃなく、少しずつ向き合うよ but it’s better than giving up too soon, I’ll take it one small step at a time はしゃいじゃうのも落ち込むのもどちらとも私だから たぶん今はまだ慣れないけど i probably can’t get to sleep but I'll change things little by little 少しずつ変わってくよ そんな私へ so dear future me, これからもよろしくね nice to meet you
let’s get along from here on

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